Kim Jun 12, 2019 2 min Where am I now? The last four and a half months since Noah's arrival have been a whirlwind. There have been such wonderful moments, but a lot of challeng...
Kim Dec 25, 2018 1 min Christmas Eve at the Rose house We just sat by the glow of the Christmas tree and read “The Night Before Christmas” as a family as we do every year. We gather with a pho...
Kim Dec 15, 2018 2 min 2 weeks away from 3. Just over two weeks from now, Aria Noelle turns three. I’m so confused by the reality that so much time has gone by since the day she was...
Kim Sep 22, 2018 2 min An Announcement: Three years later. Exactly three years ago today, we shared this photo and announced we were pregnant with Aria. This year as I carry her little brother, th...
Kim Jun 4, 2018 3 min Infertility and Loss: Revelations from the broken road. Lately, I’ve really been struggling with my emotions, especially fear, about transferring one of our embryos. I’m afraid my body will fai...
Kim May 7, 2018 2 min Balancing grief and hope: preparing my heart for the road ahead. This clock in our living room is always set to 3:06 PM, the exact time of Aria's birth. It's just one of many little reminders and memori...
Kim May 6, 2018 2 min Happy International Bereaved Mother's Day! Today is International Bereaved Mother's Day. Today marks my third year celebrating this sacred day. Before Aria died, I didn't know this...
Kim Mar 28, 2018 1 min Fighting the fear of forgetting. I told Brian recently that I felt like I was starting to leave Aria behind. Despite his accurate rebuttal that I could never, and would ...
Kim Mar 19, 2018 2 min Grief Glitches I’ve noticed over the last two years that grief has molded and changed me in so many ways. It took over a year for me to see for most o...
Kim Mar 16, 2018 3 min Dear Aria, (This letter was drafted in October of 2016, but was not immediately published. I wanted to wait until we were ready to share the news w...
